I Wish

I wish there was a way to manipulate the outcome
To set right the wrong parts
And to tinker with the results
To make them to your liking

I wish there was a way to predict the future
But not in some black magic ritual
To know in advance that what you're about to say
Wont do you any good
And she'll just distance herself
Further
And further
And further...

I wish there was more to me than she would see
That I wouldnt be a blank page or
A book with a lousy plot

I wish that she wished the same as me
Because then how simple it would be
No more worry
No more nerve-wrecking worry
No more assumptions
No more doubts
No more "no more"

I wish that I would stop wishing so much
And get down to the doing...