Why

Why is it that
When you truly want something
There will always be negative forces
Pressing down upon you?

Or why is it that
When you truly need something
Someone
Who does not know what you experience
Rids you of your feelings
And beats you down?

Why is it that I cant dream?
Even if I dream
The most insane of dreams?

Why is it that I cant be happy
Somewhere else?
Does that rip apart your own life?
Does that shame your pride?

Why is that when I need support
My expressions change your image of me?
Have you never been through hardships?
Have you never dreamed?

So tell me
Why is that
When I need you
When I want you
You turn your back
Only to turn around again
To scold me for having dreams?

Why?